Khoga Pandit - Nana Patekar

This is just a Flash Back in my Life.

5 years ago, I am in the CA Institute, Nungambakka, Chennai,  GMCS Class, sitting in a Class room with 50 CAs.   Our GMCS class was conducted by "Speak to Achieve", Mr. Nedumaran, was the Chief Mentor. 

Mr. Nedumaran, just putforth a question in the class " Which Actor do u like? and for what?"  I remember people answering "Kamal Hassan" .

 For me, Kamal is a born actor, If some body says I dont like Kamal hassan, there is certainly something wrong with him, For the dedication, dedication, dedication ,he shows to acting, If u tell u dont like kamal hassan, it is to be seriously dealthwith by a Doctor to u, bcos Kamal knows how to sink into a Character, he lives as a Character. 

When I was 11 or 12,  when we were living in Indian Airlines Colony, "we" means the entire Airlines Family watched his Movie "Sathya" in the Community Hall.  I jus cant forget that Happy Moment.  It was So secured.   In a Cinema theatre, anything can happen, but when u watch movie, with known ppl, it makes u feel so happy.  No need to be worried about Rogues.

I answered, "Rajinikanth"

 - "Why do u like? " the second question, I answered "Style and Confidence"

 That is the good thing he has, Style will come to u, only when u r fully confident, u can  manage to be stylish by acting, but that will not last long.  The Mask will be pierced by Situation.

 "Nari Chaayam veluthu pochu, Dum Dum Dum" Pls watch, Moondram Pirai, - to know this Nari Chaaayam veluthu pochu" Song.

Coming to "Nana Patekar" 

Mr. Nedumaran, again asks - "Any other Actors"  I said "Nana Patekar"

" Why?"  -  I answered - "Fastest Dialogue Delivery"

I just recounted in my Mind,rather heart, what made me tell this,  10 or 12 years ago, I watched a Hindi Movie, I dont even remember its Name, I had to search in Google by saying its story to Google, and Google gave me the answer "KHOGA PANDIT"

Khoga Pandit --- Nana Patekar was the Khoga Pandit.

It is about a Man belonging to Sudra Community, who gets mesmerized by the Vedic Chants that is being learnt in a Brahmin's House.  Everyday, like Ekalaiva, he being a Coconut tree Climber, he sits in the Palm Tree, and listens to these Chants, being chanted and the meaning of it being discussed among the children.  U ll be knowing that Vedas are not written, they are orally taught, they are passed from One generation to another, Karna Parambarai, Karna Means Ears, Parambarai means the Heirloom. 

This Khoga listens rather sinks in the Vedic Chants and the Veda Matha Saraswathi comes to him.  He is Absorbed by the Vedic Chants, but is afraid that being a Soodra, by Caste, Vedas should not be delivered by his mouth.  The Surprise is He himself does not allow him to chant,  Self Imposed Rule, He thinks, Tho I know Vedas, Let me not bring blasphemy by boasting it.  Its a blessing.  Let me continue to do what I have been forced to do my current situations, that is Tree Climbing.

mmmmm... now is the story  -  Khoga knows Vedas,  Why has God Given him this blessing.  That is the story.

 The Brahmin Pandit;s daughter is in love with some other boy and I think she gets pregnant or something of that sort, and the news that the daughter has done a Mistake, that is loving some other boy of some other caste, the Brahmin tortures her and punishes her.  Then, comes Nana Patekar's Turn,  - 

Nana recites Vedas - that too, with Full Spirit, With Full Eagerness to help the  young lady, With Fear that he is a Soodra who is normally not allowed to chant, With Trembles (Udharal), with the Motive to say that His daughter is not to be punished, but to be saved.

  The Bhava, that is The Emotion which Nana Portrays with his trembling body, with his Trembling but clear and Fast Dialogue Delivery,

-  Oh! I just Cant forget!  Me, being a 15 or 16 yrs old girl, by that time, Tho I cudnt understand the Hindi Dialogues he delivered at that time, was Mesmerized by the way he portrayed the Character i.e Khoga Pandit bfore me. 

Man, Nana Patekar is a Tremendous Actor, -  Who makes u feel the AAKROSH that is hidden in every man. The AAKROSH -  The AAVESAM, The THUDIPPU, 

He portrays what Subramanya Bharathi says - 

BHADHAGAM SEIVORAI KANDAL, NEE BAYAM KOLLAL AAGADHU PAAPPA,
MODHI MIDHITHU VIDU PAAPA, AVAR MUGATHIL UMIZHNDHU VIDU PAAPPA,

u DONT KNOW tamil,  then this is for u

Oh Little Kid,

IF u see any person doing some Detrimental Acts, Dont be Afraid,
Just Strike and Stamp the person down, Just SPIT ON HIS FACE,

SO FORCEFUL, ISNT IT?

THAT IS NANA PATEKAR - FOR U,

 HE HAS ACTED IN MANY MOVIES, SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE "OH, SUCH A MENTAL CASE" BCOS OF HIS STEREO TYPE CHARACTERS in Kranti Veer and another Marati Movie, that is Madhav or something - It came in Tamil, "Evano Oruvan" or something, where he gets angry for not getting the 2 Rs. Change.

BUT HE SHOWED AND PROVED "HE IS A VERSATILE ACTOR"
 IN "TAXI NO. 9211"

He knows how to portray a REAL ANGRY YOUNG MAN.
RATHER MIDDLE AGED, MIDDLE CLASS MAN


Evergreen Director Bharathiraja likes him the most, A Trendsetter knows to appreciate an Other Trend Setter.

Kudos to NANA, we like u man!

CASTEISM

 I am a Non Brahmin.  My caste name is Agamudaya Mudaliyar.  If u ask, about this caste, I ll not know how to explain.  I know the name, thats it.  We are allowed to eat Non veg food.  But I am a Vegeterian from Eightth Standard.  Got Inspired by the sentence "Why are u burying Dead Bodies in ur Stomach"
Cateism, I shall now tell u, how casteism had made some scratches in my heart. 
But now, there are no scratches, bcos I have learnt to respect their beliefs.

First, Go to their house, ask for a glass of water, U should not sip the glass, u should hold the glass little far from ur mouth and pour it in ur mouth.  After u keep the glass down, they will spill some water on it, and clean the place where u kept it.

Then, u talk with Brahmin friends, out of curiousity and excitement, u too talk like them.  Some times, u make fun of them for their language.  But, for me I literally copied the way, they spoke, bcos how they talked was really decent and nice for me.  So, I wud talk like a Brahmin, using their Jargon, like ukkum, kaarthale, then many words, I dont remember them now. 

Why?

 Bcos, I was just asked,

 enquired,

 questioned

 "Are u a Brahmin?" 

So many times,

 So many places,

So many persons,

 So many Situations,

  ARE u a Brahmin?

Neenga Nammalavala? 

Neenga Iyera or Iyengara?.

  I would be fair and tall.
  and my language, as theirs, 

so Everytime, I should tell them.  No, I am a Non Brahmin. 

They feel sad and bad that I am a Non Brahmin. 

and I wud also feel some what bad for that.  But, what can I do, Its by Birth, u cannot become a Brahmin by ur choice.  U need a Bharathiyar, to Initiate u  as a Brahmin.


oh! Neenga Nammalava nnu Nennachen, I wud feel inside, "Oh, now they dont like us, like they dont feel that we are one of them" 

I just decided that I should never talk like a Brahmin.  Started talking the language used at home and like other Non Brahmin friends wud talk.  Slowly the question stopped. 

Brahmins have so many functions, so many festivals, so many rituals, I like them.  But for us, no rules,  pray to god, pray to god, thats all.  I like Brahmins, and wud like to take birth in my next visit to this world as a Brahmin. 

Attending Marriages

I have barely and rarely attended Marriages,

I still remember the first marriage in which I got some excitement, It was My latha Akka Marriage, she was clad in Silk Saree, with lot of ornaments, she looked her best, with Big Eyes, I love Big Eyes, Beautiful, As if I am seeing Chelli Amman Eyes, They took us to Chelli Amman Temple, Offered Prayers after the Marriage was over. I like her eyes, some call it Muttai Kannu, but I like large and lengthy eyes, Bcos eyes talk.  She wanted to listen to one song from  the movie Agni Natchathiram - "Ninnukori Varnam "  That is  my Favourite Song Till now and will be forever.

Then I have attended My peripa;s Sons Marriages, He had Six sons, he will come with sweets and Invitation, If he comes to our house, it means he is getting his son married. Otherwise, he wont come at all.  I have cried there in the Marriage hall, nobody scolded me for crying, I wud cry like a Mental case, something wud force me to cry, Particularly, my Appa and Peripa were not in Good terms, they are brothers, thats it.  My father told me that, they dont respect him or consider him as their relative.  The thought of my father being ignored will occupy my mind and I will start crying.  Rarely, In one of the marriages, I felt happy, and I stood in all the photos taken by them, tho I dint know any one of them.  For me Mingling with people is easy, I am an Ice Breaker.  I volunteer more often.  Thats my strength and weakness. 

Then, apart from that, one Muslim Neighbour's Marriage.

Then, in my friend's list, I have attended only two marriages.  One was Hemadurga,her marriage was good not very grand, I love her wedding photo kept in the hall of her House.  At the time of her marriage, I had cleared CA Inter.  I still remember, Saravana Prasad Sir, warning us in the class, "Till u finish CA, dont attend any social functions, ONLY STUDIES" I strictly followed. Hema was an exception bcos she has been my Best Friend.  So, I had to, that too hers was a Love cum Arranged Marriage.

Then, Nalini - hers was a Simple Marriage.  Hers was a Intercaste but Arranged Marriage.

Then, Pavithra, My GMCS friend Marriage, Hers was a Grand Marriage.  Nice One, So Much People, Really So much People.  When I went on the stage to greet her, she said - "Enakku Onnum Theriyadhu, Kalyanamnu solli Nikka vechitaanga" So lucky she is, No Need to worry of being not getting married, Actually It is a Blessing.  In thamizh, they call it "Amaingidhu" that is It happend on its own.  It is a Blessing.

Then, Shri Bharathi, GMCS Friend, Hers was a typical Iyer Kalyanam, I relished the food, so nice it was, with sweets, I love Avial and Paruppu Usili, they prepare.

Then, Our Office colleagues, Sampath Sir Daughter, Good Food, Good Kacheri, RAjendran Sir Daughter, Getti thayiru, and Lots of Rituals, Jain Marriage, then Rajeswari Madam Daughter,-
Good Food, Then, R L Narayanan Sirs Daughter, Lalitha, Lalitha, was sitting like a Child in the Chair.  She had Innocence.  No Laughing, No crying. A Simple Smile.  Banu's Brother in Law Marriage - Muslim one, attended with Dhivya.

One kalyanam I relished was the Marriage of Gods, In Nanganallur,  Sri Narsimhar and Navaneetha Krishnan Temple is there, there they perform Perumal Kalyanam, It was just nice.  So Good.  The rituals, I just enjoyed it,  The Bride Goddess and BRide Groom, played Poo Pandhu, that is Flower Ball, then they exchanged garlands.  It was like a Kondattam.  What they say for Kondattam?  I still try to rewind it in my mind, as to what all I saw there.  Seer Thattu, Paattu, DAnce. mmmmmm so nice.

I dint attend Marriages in my Teen Age,  I had to prove myself in Life, Like, one or the other, there was some fight going in our family.  Relative's Marriage, so many Marriages I have not gone.

I attended my elder Sister Sumathi Kalyanam but left it on half day itself, saying I have school.  I had to study.  After Finishing CA, only I had the guts, Dhairiyam, to attend Marriages,  Till that time, I felt uneasy and insecured to attend Marriages.

Attending Good Marriages are Blessings.  My Blessings has been countable only.  I love the Rituals that are done in Marriages.  Particularly, Hindu Marriages,  I wud remember, the Song "Ragasiyamai Ragasiyamai punnagaithal, enna porulo" From Dum Dum Dum movie, where, Jyothika and Madhavan, get married in all types of Indian Culture that is, Muslims, Christians, Bengalis, Tamil, So nicely picturised.

World is a Stage, We are Actors

Once, I saw in TV, Director Gautham Vasudev Menon, talking about his Movie, Vinnai Thandi Varuvayaa?, Movie, He told that he would just let act Trisha And Simbu as it is, that is,candid, he will explain the situation to them, make them stand near to each other, and just Throw the Dialogues on them.  That is No screen play will be given to them in advance, so that, they can by heart it. It is direct acting, no rehearsals, they have to react to their Dialogues then and there, The Actors told that given the situation, they too did what they could do,.

Likewise, in our life also, u can notice that, God writes the dialogues and is throwing the dialogues on us, we catch the dialogue, which best suits the given situation.  This, I have noticed in my life, Like when I want to give an Impressive answer, I just pray to God and within a second or minute, I get the exact dialogue, that i should recite there. 

One Example, My father worked for Indian Airlines, So we were given Quarters, it was called I A Colony, It was a extended family of all the employees working In Indian Airlines, A closed Surrounding, I just Miss it a Lot.  My childhood was spent there only.  A silent and Secured Place.  I am coming to the Point.  There the Pilot, Air hostess, Flight Assistant, Supervisor, Traffic Assistant, Ground Support Dept staff i,e. my FAther, he worked as a Senior Push Back operator, everybody lived in the given quarters.

In that quarters, one day, One Airhostess named Reshmi, asked me like "Would u join Indian Airlines Limited" , I just wanted to give her the correct answer, and so just prayed God, immediately the answer came in my Tongue, "Dheedi, If God Wishes" and she was so impressed, and just shouted, "What an answer"  "Good one" she said. 

I have seen many of my friends giving out such dialogues, Apt Answers, very apt to the Situation.  God is a Great Dialogue writer.

Bcos of my Constant visiting of God men, and reading books of Spirituality, I have learnt that If u just keep on Chanting God's Name, u can realise that Within U, A Silence Exists, Yes, A Silence, Though, u may be surrouned by Pandemonium, every body shouting around u, u can realise that A Calmness, A Silence is there within u.  I assure, everyone of us, would have realised it, atleast once in our Life time.  That Silence will make us understand that we r mere spectators, and we are watching the situations in our life, when the dialogues appear in our mind, we react aptly with the dialogue.

It is said, that whatever Jesus Christ spoke is still in the Air,  It is True, Hundred percent Truth.  We are just catching the dialgoues that we want to tell from the Air and delivering it.  But we can realise this only after certain Amount of Mind Training, The training could be in this birth or in the Previous Birth. I say Previous Birth, bcos u might see some friends will say, I know this without any Training, means the Training has been given already, now it is just delivery.

Similarly, In Hindu Mythology, It is said that Vedas, are there in the Air, Rishi means the person who is able to See the Thought. that is, he is able to hear the Truth and recite it as a Sentence, Mantra.

World is a Stage, We all are Actors.  30/10/2011 11.37 pm

BIRTHS AND INCARNATIONS

I was not believing so much about our Previous Births, was thinking that This school of thinking about incarnations belongs only to India.  Nope, The Western People has got the same ideas about our Incarnations and Previous Births.  They too believe about Karma, In fact they use the word Karma, Karmic Circle etc.,, In fact, there is one English Book named like"Many Lives, Many Masters" I dont remember properly, particularly talking about the Memory of Previous Births and how they affect our Present Life.

Sanskrit is one of the Lanugauges, which a Computer understands and accepts Immediately.  Thats why, Indians called it Deva Bhasha, Devanagari Lipi etc,

It is said that Kannagi and Kovalan did the same thing to some other couple in their previous Birth and so they had to face their own echo, i.e the Boomerang Effect. or should I say, the               "Ball on the wall"  effect.  U shd have read or heard about Silappadhigaram to follow this sentence.

There are so many anecdotes in Hindu, Jain and Budhism, about which I have heard that we pass on several births, before we become humans.  If u Really dissect ur thoughts and do some self study, u ll find out that u possess certain knowledge by birth, u have just forgotten it, when ppl say and teach u what it is, u immediately catch the meaning of what they say. 

Incarnations, Rebirths etc., are True, but should be understood in the correct context.  It has got its Limitations.   When u go to Certain places, u feel u have been there, this is called Vasanas.

I stop here, Catch u ppl later

26.10.2011 / 10.47 pm

CLASSIFICATIONS OF HUMANS

This is just an attempt to answer whether we should classify people,

In India, we have 4 classifications as per Bhagwad Gita, the Song Celestial,
1. Brahman - One who is educated about Vedas and who performs Holy rituals
2. Kshatriya - One who is educated from a Guru and who saves ppl from enemies by waging wars
3. Vaishyas - One who does Business
4. Soodras - One who serves the above three sects of people

I still remember, My tenth Standard Tuittion Master Mr. Sowmya Narayanan, (Nick Name: Bhairavan sir) told, one man can belong to three sects, if he performed these duties at different times of the day.  This classification was according to the jobs they did and not to the family, where they were born.

Director Shasi Kumar (Naadodigal) asks us in Aananda Vikatan, If u ask who were ur ancestors, how many of these ppl will know who were their ancesstors, i.e the Family Tree.

Neeya Naana Gopinath got absolutely angry about one girl in the show, when that girl told that "I think, I am blessed, that, I was born in an Orthodox Iyengar Family"  I just cant stop laughing at Gopinath for getting angry.

My question to Gopinath is  " If ur family is accustomed to certain disciplines for the Past 50 years or for a century, wud u think u wud forego it easily", No,

Discipline, I have watched Brahmins having certain Disciplines like doing Sandhya Vandanam, Gayathri Japam, reciting Vedas, doing swa adhyayam, observing fasts, celebrating festivals, performing cooking, ya cooking - they do the cooking believing that it should be consumed by God, so we shd not even smell it.  These Disciplines are passed from their Mothers and Fathers, their Grand Parents.  These are knowledge that is passed.  There are Table Manners too.  The Girl is right in saying that she is blessed. Bcos she gets these knowledge easily, where as an other sect girl, has to attain certain age to understand these disciplines, bcos she is not exposed to these type of disciplines by her father and mother. Her Parents will not know these disciplines, for eg., eating, which item should be eaten first, how to eat, whats the combination.  There are certain types of specific knowledge, that is attached to these castes. 


Pattai Adikkaradhu, we can make fun of it, but which fingers should be used, how to apply, which direction we should face when we apply it, all these can be learnt only from ur father or a Guru.

Classification -  Why - I got an answer from Inside, that is, One that tells from Inside us, it is telling - Only If I know, to whom u were born, and to what caste u were born, I can sketch ur characters, like u r a Libran, then u r a balanced person, like a Thanjavur doll, not losing its balance as it is always in its equilibrium, The God inside u, will be able to forgive ur mistakes, bcos the knowledge u possess depends upon the caste u were born.  I am not here to talk about Exceptions. Yes, the knowledge u possess depends upon the caste u were born.  Jaathi antha Budhi, Kulam antha AAcharam! There is nothing wrong, we should not take this as Abusement.  It is for saving a Person. 

How casteism saves a person, My father always has quoted one Dharma RAja story to me,
One case comes to Raaja, One Mistake or Error done by 4 types of PPl, that is Brahmana, Kshathriya, Vaishya and Soodra,  Dharma Raja, has to give judgement to these ppl, Same Mistake, but 4 kinds of People, Dharma Raja said, Bcos of the Vedic Knowledge they possess Brahmans and Kshathriyas cannot plead ignorance for their mistakes, give them 10 Whip beatings and Penalise the Vaishya,that is collect penalty and release vaishya and for Soodra, he can be educated about the wrong he did, so that he doesnt do that again and release him as such, as he is innocent.

Yes, Casteism saves a person, bcos Jaathiyantha Budhi, Kulam antha Aacharam! 

U can inculcate certain discipline to urself, but there are certain disciplines that comes to u bcos u were born to certain type of People.  Ur parents, like If ur mother is a good cook, her small small tips to u, which u learn from her from childhood will make u The Best Cook in ur family.  U can say I can always learn, I dont deny, but the thing is u take efforts to find out the Guru, where as Mother is there with u from ur childhood. 

Casteism, i.e., Discrimination is for saving people not for degrading them.  Your Ignorance is always forgivable, but with certain conditions.  Men and Women should be allowed to repent and become good.  But for that, a Murderer cannot be forgiven.  Some ppl ask is Death Sentence should be given at all, Controversial Topic, Mine is, Depends upon the Situation, that is Facts of the Case.

How many Classifications we do have in Humans
1. Humans or other creatures like birds, animals
2. Male or Female or Transgender
3. Country like Asian, African, Australian, etc.
4. Within Asia, South North - East- West
5. By color of  the skin
6. By the family
7. By the Education we possess
8. By the School of thought
9. By the Religion
10. By the Caste
11. By Date and Time of Birth - Your Horoscope
12. By ur Habits - like Left Hander or Right Hander

It goes on, It is said in Sai Sath Charithram that there are 84 Lakh of Species / Creatures in this world.

But, which unites all of us is the EMOTIONS - THAT IS THE BOND THAT CONNECTS ONE HUMAN TO ANOTHER IN FACT = ALL THE CREATURES,

IT IS SAID IN SAI SATH CHARITHRAM - HUNGER, SLEEP, PUNARCHI (IS IT SEX?) AND ONE MORE THING IS COMMON FACTORS IN ALL THE BEINGS.

Emotions, makes us Human, Attitude makes us Heroes. 

My Thought is not further processing, so I stop here.  Classification and Discrimination was done only for Saving People and culturing them, Not for denying their rights and wishes. 

In the Beginning of My thoughts about Casteism, I was thinking Only India Has got Casteism, But when I studied the Books of Jeffrey Archer and Lee Iacococca and Kim woo chung, I cud see that Casteism, is there that too, too much of Casteism is there in English, Russia, Australia, America and Korea Ppl.  Even in Christianity and Muslim religions there are umpty No. of Castes.  Intersects and further intersections within their religions and within their communities.  India, was said to be ruled by the Factor "Divide and Rule" I think it can be applied to other countries too, if they are divided into sects, Jews being killed by Nazists, Black ppl killed by Australian Whites, Red Indians killed by others,  Oh, I understood, Casteism is a Universal Factor. Not that, Only In India, Castes are there. India is far better than Other countries in Discrimination.  As far as India is Concerned, Castiesm has been to understand each other, to understand and respect their beliefs, to be cultured and to live a Disciplined Life.

In Army Language, it is to Bring Unity in the People,

The Groupism should be to use the People in theis Best Possible areas and bring them to a Cultured and Prosperous Life. 
26.10.2011 / 7.55 pm

CHENNAI, CHENNAI, CHENNAI

,I was born in CMC, Vellore.  Afterwards, Chennai, Chennai & Chennai.  Upto 2 1/2 years I dont have any memory about how I was, where I was, I dont even know my parents upto 2 1/2 years, by seeing my baby photos also I dont remember even vaguely the place I was. 

Then my parents shifted to Indian Airlines Colony, there I was admitted in Little Flower Convent School, for LKG and UKG.  I still remember, My mother will take me to the school by a shortcut i.e we have to cross a Compound wall and from there, my school was nearby, on the way to school, there will be a Small Shop, in that shop, my mother will buy Balli Mittai, actually Jeeraga Mittai for me.  I loved it and relished it. Daily we will have.  I slightly remember my friends, preethi and lavanya.  Suman, Sujith, Narayanaswamy and some other boys who were from I A Colony, where also there, but I have not talked with them.  I ll go to School, attend it, Go to toilet in my Panties, and sit quietly over there waiting for my parents to come.  I ll not know and ll not even bother about the shit  I have done.  I dont remember anyone scolding in my school.  Those Aayas in the school wud have a watch on me.  My mother or father will come.  My father wud lovingly come to fetch me to home.  He will lift with full love only to find out that I have shitten in my underwear.  I dont remember me bothered about the shit and its bad smell.  Even now,  I remember how the shit will happen.  Like, the Teacher wud be teaching, and I ll feel something is coming out, it would be hot and soft. At 2 1/2 years, inspite of getting scoldings at home, I ll not know that i shd run to Toilet.  Ok, The Teacher will be writing something on the Board and I ll know that I have shitted and Now I ll sit freezed, silently.  Out of fear and shame, My small heart would sink and I wud become sad and sit where I am.  Aaaaammm! Then, My father wud come lovingly to fetch me in his Hercules Bicycle, with a Small Seat for me in the Cycle Bar.  He loved me a lot, He had kept me with him, when my mother and he had a fight and they lived apart for about 6 or 7 months.  He only took care of me, I dont remember anything about those fight,  My memory power works only from Indian Airlines Colony and Little flower School.  Before that, where I was I dont know.  My father will come lovingly to fetch me and will scorn at the shit smell, he ll lift me gently and carefully, so that shit doesnt fall on him, take me to Bathroom, clean everything in the School Toilet or Bathroom, will wash my Panty cleanly put in the School for drying and he ll cry a little to God for giving such a Dumb Daughter and laugh a little at my Senselessnes.  But ll not leave me there, will take me to home.  At home, whole family will laugh at my powerlessness to control the Motion.  Whole family means My mother, father and my Grand ma. I feel ashamed and deeply think, how we r not able to control this motion. I think, this is bcos of the Jeeraga Mittai I ate.  I think, after Joining I A DAV school i.e after completion of UKG that habit of shitting in Panty stopped.

Naatham pidicha Kadhai!